New Years

[bonnefois]

This year has been a year of changes. I moved, and reconnected with my grandmother. I matured a lot, and finally started to exorcize the ghosts of my past that had been haunting me.

2013 looks to be even harder. I may lose more of my family, as several of them grow older and more ill. I have many IRL things to keep me busy, and I'm going to have to cut back on net time.

The new year's resolutions are pretty much more of the same.

-read more. My reading dropped off a lot after I moved. I hope to manage at least 12 a month, instead of the barely anything I've been managing.
-random IRL shit. (Study, work, spending time with family...)
-keep up with the exercise regime and increase it. I'm usually (except in periody days) walking an hour a day, but I really need to work more into it. I used to be able to manage about two miles a day with no sweat.
-figure out how to work SFM and GMOD better so I can make my OTPs kiss.
-write more original work
-get back to updating schedule I started earlier in the year with 2 updates a month, and in that vein, finish more WIPs
-write more porn—my porn output was in the single digits this year(!)

Alas, I'm not going to make a cottoncandy_bingo blackout in time before amnesty, and I'll probably not make a HC_bingo before amnesty, either, though I should be able to make them after that. Everything I write these days turns into a big affair with plot. It's not a bad thing, I suppose.

I'm not going to make 150 books this year, either, or finish the POC 50 challenge this year, though I suppose between the two years, I made my 50.

But, I'm okay with that!

This is the first year I've really felt okay, where I didn't get depressed and start tearing at myself. I guess it's a start.

(Also, I have alcohol and I will be drunk as fuck as I ring in 2013. Fuck yeaaah.)